FALLING
IN LOVE AGAIN
I
had not expected this at my age:
all
the muscles tightening in my throat,
my
eyes welling up and glazing over
and
palpitations in my ageing heart.
But
more than this. I could wander around
the
house, the streets outside and suddenly
your
image would appear and then your voice
and
I would engage in conversation -
Internally,
of course, though it felt real.
I
could hear you clearly, see you clearly
with
that mischievous look from piercing eyes
and
I would hold you close in an embrace.
I
had not expected this at my age
and
thought of the gap in years between us.
These
things don’t seem to matter nowadays
and
with this trend I felt myself at ease.
But
deep down I knew it would never last,
your
eyes were bound to rest on someone else
but
what had been was bound to stay between
this
grandad and his two year old grandson.
Jim
Aitken
THE
WHITE STICK
Like
a blind man with his white stick
faltering
sometimes on pavements,
only
familiarity
and
persistence can lead him on.
For
ourselves when the fog descends,
when
we can’t seem to find our way,
the
white stick of inspiration
can
become a shaft of lightning
That
transforms the darkness for us,
the
white flash a wand in our hand
that
gives us lasting expression;
the
bright new dawn of our learning.
Jim
Aitken